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Monday, May 11, 2020

It feels extra lonely tonight.

Sunday, February 02, 2020

Attempting to settle this wave of panicked worry with two tubs of ice cream in my hand.
Maybe it’ll work once I get to eat them.
What happens after though?

I hope we figure it out.
I wish I saying it without having to hope.

Thursday, December 26, 2019

Looking in all the wrong places.

Things that were supposed to be,
and things that never were in the first place.

Friday, December 13, 2019

Heavy days, they don’t last forever.
Just today, and yesterday.
And the day before.
And the day before the day before.
And the day before the day before the day before.
And the day before the day before the day before the day before.

I wish the cycle would end.


In a completely different context, this can also work as a prose for periods lol.
Hey, at least the jokes didn’t stop.

Thursday, December 12, 2019

Some days, the light eludes
and I have to remind myself
to breathe.

Monday, December 09, 2019


I haven’t typed those words in years.
Like how I haven’t done so with purplesand.blogspot.com until... the other day, by the sea.

The site loaded and an unexpected audible “wow” released
Looking back at me, a derivative of 1s and 0s, was a logged in dashboard with the words SECRETLY, RANDOMLY.

How was I somehow still logged in?

Anyway, hello.
You feel familiar.
Let’s continue where we last left off.

Sunday, August 14, 2016

Screwed up body clock.

Oh, hi.

Wednesday, June 08, 2016

The Villain.

Sunday, May 15, 2016

The lonely hearts club.

Tuesday, April 26, 2016

So caught up with the future. What about now?

Look please. Listen please.
All's been exhausted.

Thursday, April 21, 2016

A message from Richard Branson:

"Life’s too short to waste your time doing things that don’t light your fire. If you don’t enjoy what you’re doing, or aren’t having a lot of fun – despite the fact that you’re making a lot of money or rubbing shoulders with the rich and famous – then it’s time to move on to the something that does make you happy."


Is it stupid to be taking advice from virtual Richard Branson? a.k.a. Is it naive to think that this is my sign and that it's as simple as this?

Saturday, April 16, 2016

Playing pretend.

Thursday, March 17, 2016

too early to be jaded.
trying, trying.

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

Is this all my sole doing, or maybe more aptly, undoing?
Sometimes I wonder if there exist a certain self destructive trait within me that I've just yet to acknowledge.

Thursday, November 19, 2015

I try but in my head it's